So I remember looking at an app on my phone with a baby
countdown, and thinking it’s so far away.
How did time go by so fast? Some
days I am totally ready for this lil gal to make her debut – others I think I could use another month of preparation.
Today feels like I could use another month of preparation, but who know's how I'll be feeling tomorrow. I guess this is what I can expect once or little girl is here - the time will just fly past.
Today feels like I could use another month of preparation, but who know's how I'll be feeling tomorrow. I guess this is what I can expect once or little girl is here - the time will just fly past.
Things that are stressing me Out
Nursery
So it's painted but empty. We could have had a major crisis - however I think we are going to be okay. the double dresser we ordered was over sold and the collection we choose is now in back order. However, if i would not have called the store, I don't know if I would have heard from them. See, the thing is they hold your order until it's entirety for delivery and I don't know if we'd ever have found out our crib & toddler rail was there without me calling. It's annoying to have to deal with last minute issues when the ordering process should be smooth. I also enjoy decorating - quite a bit. My problem now though is that I am having a hard time envisioning everything. I wish I could get the crib with the bedding set up and then work around that. Pictures are great when it comes to decorating - but sometimes it's just not enough.
Family
There is always going to be times that are stressful, I get
that. Maybe it’s just being pregnant
that I feel extra pressure and stress. I
just want everyone to be happy, healthy and most importantly considerate. There are a lot of unknown’s floating around,
just want everything to go smoothly.
Work
Well my current situation is certainly unique – working for
a VERY small family business many friends in the corporate world can’t
relate. I am blessed to be able to stay
at home and plan to leave work on May 1 – which unlike the baby’s arrival seems
very far away. I have limited patience
and my nerves are shot. I can’t say I am
going to miss work - since I am mostly at an office by myself most days.
Bring the
baby home
The hubs and I were sitting on the couch yesterday and we
just happen to think – this is going to be one of the last Sundays of just you
and me sitting on the couch together. It’s
exciting and scary all at the same time.
I will say though – I think that throughout this entire pregnancy we
have been busy. Every weekend is
just something else going on. It’s really
amazing how the calendar fills up so quickly.